It's been a while since I really wrote a "lucid" post. We just finished our EP. What a feeling. This is my first album, so it feels like a nice little token of all the work that we have done so far. We kept it honest too. The EP is essentially the first songs that we ever did. They're raw, grimy, and the breakfast of champions. It feels good. And since we finished that up, we are now full steam ahead on finishing the full length album, which will be even tastier!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
GLORY AND GUTWRENCH
It's been a while since I really wrote a "lucid" post. We just finished our EP. What a feeling. This is my first album, so it feels like a nice little token of all the work that we have done so far. We kept it honest too. The EP is essentially the first songs that we ever did. They're raw, grimy, and the breakfast of champions. It feels good. And since we finished that up, we are now full steam ahead on finishing the full length album, which will be even tastier!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
CHAPTER MASTER
I am my chapter master. I get to decide when they end, and when they begin. But I think that the rest of the world is my editor, because they always seem willing to give me their feedback and demands. But I am still the writer.
The beginning of every chapter starts out feeling burdened, lost, and open. Like a widow in debt, leaving it all behind as she walks out into the naked desert. All of the pain and fear, exhaustion, stress, they’re all still in her as she leaves the edge of town; and for the first few days after they will remain. But as time slips by, so does their strength as they disintegrate and degenerate like a bad perfume, leaving only the wild and gaudy bases of the fragrance. Once unmasked, even these are discarded as tacky in their very essence. And every step is available to be enjoyed, interacted with, changed, investigated, laughed at, let go of. As far as her eyes can see, open.
Then there’s the middle. Sheer love of being in the thick of it. Sheer love, up to her elbows in the beautiful, tangled mess that she has created as her playground. The desert is no longer blank, but hers. She inhabits it, lives, breathes, eats, sleeps, cries, and sings it all in and out. A tidal ebb and flow that knows no end. And everything that is touched by her receives the flow of her love as she releases it. She has gone from the cold planet of her town, to creating a sun for herself, in herself, around herself. Constantly charging, exploding, reasimilating itself. The middle to her, is the pure glory of her heart.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
WANDERLUST
Thursday, September 25, 2008
song lyrics for CATALYST
I’ve got a secret that I won’t tell
Drag me and beat me and make my life hell
But I’ve got a secret and I’ll guard it well
‘Cause with this small whisper I’ll taint all your wells.
I’ll drip drip drip, to the bottom of the barrel
Seeing cities full of feral people, everyone sees sex in steeples
Rose petals with heavy metals
Mercury on high decibels
Credible inedible
Unleaded and unshreadable
The shadows darken my heart hearkens arkham plated farcity
Coral shaman heal my wounds with feathered wing-tombs as agreed
Anchor me low so all my thoughts flow like bubbles in the sea
When they bury me in white sheets tuck me in with flowers please
Drink my head
Down to the bottom
Words feel like cotton
My soul is rotten
Dandy baby
Oh won’t you please
Reach out your hand for me
My song’s forgotten
Catalyst, I want you
Catalyst, I want you
I’ve got this secret deep inside of me
Hammer and trigger to this killing spree
And I’ve got this secret deep inside of me
It gestates and rotates and wants to get free
I’ll drip drip drip, to the bottom of the barrel
Seeing cities full of feral people, everyone sees sex in steeples
Hydroponic, supersonic, snail oil tonic, in this bonnet
Cannot put your finger on it, all our pain is so symphonic
Your plastic pitches give me stitches
Burning witch hypocracy
Bitches brew we’re in this too
They lead us through their recipe
All life drowned hell fire on ground
It’s scapegoat culpability
Catalyst, I want you
Catalyst, I want you
Catalyst, I want you
Catalyst, I want you
Catalyst, I want you
Catalyst, I want you